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2011-08-28T04:37:00.002+08:00

HULU.

currently 4.38 am. Im @ tyan's place, tonning tonight.

felt abit bored so i came to post. N lvl's are coming, SO SCARED .

am also currently waiting for tht fucking boy to text me,

but apparently, i think he slept w/o telling me .

It's ok, its not the first time. Argh. whatever, not really in the mood either,

kkkk, bye.

BOY,

this aint your first time , neither it's your second.

It's been repeating upteen times and im tired of it.

But what can i do? Cus im in love w you, i knw i have to bear w it.

but at times you gotta think for me.

you said you wont have time for me, no time to slack etc.

YES. i knw you've O lvls. But look at what youre doing now.

I hope you understand what i mean. You've been through all these too .

Think for&about me , will u.

xoxo.

GRACE.

Surprise post

2011-08-26T18:40:00.002+08:00

Hi GUACEY I MISS YOU SO MUCH.

2011-08-04T16:33:00.002+08:00

If i wake up tomorrow, will you still be here?

YELLO PEEEEEPS !
My fb's been hacked. By some retarded, which i still dont know who.
Tht person's kinda lame y'knw. Why dont he/she/it just create one acc by her/him/it self?
Instead of hacking other's fb. So what's th whole dam bloody point of doing tht man?
I hope tht person is looking right here now. It's much appreciated if you'd return my bck my acc.
Tymv. -.-

Okay, prelims are here. Just screwed up ss paper this morning. It sucks.
Studied causes of all in population rate, i didnt knw whether it came out.
But who cares, i wrote it. What a bitch.
DNT is freakin' stressing me up. LIKE SERIOUSLY. Deadline's on 12of this month.
But yet, I'm far WAY behind. Should i give up?
Should i give up? Or should i just keep chasing pavements, even if it leads no where.
aha. Craps.

Okay. idk what to post anymore. Shall update soon.
k bye !

xoxo,
GRACE.

2011-07-16T00:54:00.002+08:00

I'm finally bck to blogging, after so long.

YUP, i needa thank tht idiotic eliz for helping out for tht stupid, retard post below.

TSKTSK. she's an arsehole, i knw tht , i hope you do too :>

Currently now at hardrock hotel, spending my night here with a few idiots.

HAHAHA. And i gotta admit this, this place is so dam cool, and i never regret coming here.

BUTTTTTTT ... dont like th feeling of being left out here, while all of them aare busy drinking their freaking ass off. Kinda weird tough, having friends tht i just knew a few weeks ago ._.

Okay, my life's great, but school sucks , like seriously. Dont even have the confidence of passing my n lvl this year. Well obviously i dont aim for ITE. But i feel tht i will tough. :/

I guess my life has changed, to a better one. Things are getting better :> i feel happy now.

Okay fuck, jacket got stained by stupid gabriel. damm!

ok, will update soon yeah, see ya all. all the best with.... EVERTHING :D

i love eliz ttm. <3

xoxo,

GRACE.

Lazy Grace doesn't wanna update

2011-06-22T23:54:00.004+08:00

Hi !

Today the job of updating this dead space is done by yours truly, ELIZ .

If you have no idea who i am, you might wanna click my name under the link section in this blog .

Not hard to miss, since im the only person that she linked . <3

No im joking, DO NOT CLICK IT . LOL .

Anyway, im gonna upload a super fugly picture of me & Guace (Yes i call her that, do you have a problem LOL) .

I can only upload that cause I ONLY HAVE THAT IN MY COM . ):

& all the nice ones are photobombed by a fat pig LOL .

Behold !

.........

.................

...

No .

Not yet .

Wait for it !!!!!

HAHAHHAHAA LOOK AT GUACE'S FINGERS HAHAHAHA

& HER FACE LOL .

Ok , i shall confess ....

I ONLY UPLOADED THIS CAUSE GUACE LOOKS SO FUNNY IN IT HAHAHAH !

(Ok sorry boss dont kill me hehehhe)

K im meeting this bitch on Friday & i can't wait .

Im sure we'll have a hard time deciding on where to go & we'll be running low on ciggs .... *Big sad face with a pout*

I know lah Guace .

You will be smiling or laughing when you see this hahah !

Ok i think i should stop this post .

But before that ....

DONT YOU PEOPLE THINK THIS DUCK LOOKS LIKE GUACE THE YAYA TAN ?!

2011-06-04T21:21:00.004+08:00

Fucked up day , i mean , seriously .

Today is a saturday. I woke up freaking early, cus i was looking forward to this day.

Who the fuck knew what would happen. Okay, i waited for 5 hours before leaving home.

I reached here & watched someone play Dota. Left @ arnd 6.15pm .

Was suppose to catch th movie KFP2* , BUT. No more seats were available.

Ok, fine. Spent th rest of th day @ nex. Did i said rest of th day?

Cus i only remember spending arnd 30mins there.

Ok, nvm. Came bck here, Watched ABIT of tv. Talked about some fucking stuffs, and pissed off.

OK FUCK. I'm really really pissed off okay. It's not like i have pms or whatever ok.

Am fucking pissed to think of anything now. tsk.

K BYE.

*Oh, GET A LIFE SERIOUSLY.

xoxo,

GRACE.

2011-05-30T23:15:00.001+08:00

This guy up there, my new idol ;)

I swear, after catching his movie-"Never Say Never", my impression on him changed.

Now i look forward to listening to his new songs, or find pictures of him.

HEHE. I might go crazy like eliz, to get his ticket for his next concert.

Okay, im turning in now, school tomorrow,

K BYE.

xoxo, Grace.

2011-05-29T15:46:00.003+08:00

YES, THE PARTY'S ROCKING, YES.

Hihihihihihihihihihihihihihihihihihihihihihihihihihihi.

School was, okay . HEHE.

On the Monday, I realised tht DNT wasn't so bad after all .

Without any material list or sketch, I got my materials and could finally start off w my product,

UNEXPECTEDLY. Well, maybe it was because I stayed back w weiling, and krystal, & no one left.

I was really happy when MrBck said tht "ok, im gonna get your stuff now."

I swear tht was my happiest day IN THE YEAR . LOL , not of my life. HEH.

The happiest day in life would be the day when I wouldn't have to go IN , & get married to Nixson.

WAHAHEHEHHOOOOOOO. LOL. it's true.

kkkkkkkk, anyw, Tuesday was our learning journey. It was dam mother fukcing HOT.

And, not really a fun one.

Wednesday, Thursday, Friday was just normal school day.

Friday we were supposed to get bck our report books, WITH our report slips,

But unfortunately i only got bck th book, w no report slip.

Mr G.Chau kinda THREATENED me, to pay my outstanding fine of $12 , thn i can get bck.

But, WHO CARES? Did i? NOPE. I didnt. He's the most failure for teacher i ever met i swear

Anyw. celebrated Mom's bday @ nex also .

kk, Yesterday, i met Eliz, to Bugis, and bought alot of nonsense? -tht's what eliz said.

Heh. Had KOI @ Iluma, thn we walked to Dhoby for our dinner.

We finally had JusAsia, for after 1234567 years. HEHE.

We talked alot of rubbish, and bought sticky lateron.

Aftermath, we went to take the train, and we took the one to habourfront, thn bck to sk.

LOL, thn we talked about stomp, and went a lil crazy.

OH, have you ever saw a glittering banana? We saw one yesterday on th train.

LOL. okok, after tht. I got home and pack my stuffs, cause im staying @ bb's house, till now.

HEHE. Tomorrow's GCE O lvl, chinese paper. So, gotta go home while bb studies.

Staying again tomorrow, and heading to school together on Tuesday . COOOL RIGHT !

Aw, im craving for KOI's ice cream milktea now :( SHIT.

WOKEH, will post till here cause Im tired. HEHE. BYE.

To those who are taking chinese paper tomorrow,

GOODLUCK !

xoxo,

GRACE.

2011-05-23T11:30:00.002+08:00

YELLOW !

YELLOW PEEPS .
Currently @ DNT room , using lappy . HEHE .
It's dam stupid, cause there's no teacher :D
LOL. I was made to rush to school by cab, cause i thought i was gonna be late.
BUT , fuck .. LOL, also it resulted to ..... NO MONEY T.T SOBS.
Okay , Krystal and Regina is freakin mad right now , i think cause they had'nt had their medicenes this morning or whatsoever. They are real mad i swear !
Okay, am so freakin bored here. WHOLE DAY DNT , how mad is tht ! :(
Kinda looking forward to tomorrow , cause got this outing , :O
Gonna get thousands of chips and , sweets there . HEHE .
DNT later on with emily AGAIN @ Acc.
WOKEH, am done posting.
K BYE.

xoxo,.
GRACE.

2011-05-22T19:14:00.002+08:00

HI, It's another Sunday. :)

YELLOW PEEPS.

This week was, well, pretty sick for me.

Was sick on Tuesday, Wednesday, Thursday,Friday.

Finally alright on Saturday to go out w Eliz & Emily .

Also, this week, i only attended school for THREE DAYS :D

Tuesday ; holiday . Wednesday ; A visit to the doctor .

HEHEHEHEHEHEHEHE.

Okay. Not much homework this week , just maths .

Anyw, got back my results . AND IT SUCKS .

I only passed english , chinese and Physics .

Was proud about having to score well for chinese and english .

And little did i expect i would pass physic :O

Also , am disappointed with maths results , and chem .

Not surprised , i failed DNT , just like how everyone did .

I think the whole cohord failed DNT , cause it's such a bitch :>

WOKEH, Friday was a boring day for me, cause i stayed home .

To nex i went w eliz, to get our stuffs . Wasn't pretty satisfied though .

Aftermath, went to hougang to look for Emily .

Then to Compass to look for Em's BOY. LOL , :D

Had a talk w Em after tht , A short one though .

And today, I'm here at this bitch's house, NIXSON TAI,

CRAVING FOR ICE CREAM MUCH ! 'v'

Was suppose to go out w this bitch, BUT ..

Hope to go out next week , cause it's been long since we walk around Sg.

I hate it when I'll have to rot here and sometimes watch him sleep . :@

WOKEH,

I dunno what to post alr.

KKKKKKK, BYE :>

xoxo.

GRACE.

2011-05-17T13:04:00.002+08:00

HI :>
Well, it's not a sunday today ,
but because nixson tai wasn't able to make time for me on sunday ,
I'm right here at his house now.
And guess what, he's bloody sleeping like I've expected -.-
HATE THIS, VERY MUCH.
Okay, Prelims are finally over ^^ BUT, oral's tomorrow T_T
Hope I'll understand the chinese passage, and able to read em. :/
Had a great time of catching up w jw,tyanhuey and Eliz StepAngmoh.
Hopefully whatever's in the past, it won't come bck.
Even if it does, I'm not gonna care anymore.
I've learnt my fxxking mistakes. :)
Okay. prelims sucks and i hope i'll do better for N lvl :(
It sucks you knw, imagine studying like mad,
but the questions tht comes out makes you feel
"WHAT? WTF IS THIS, WTF IS THT ?!"
and you'll be staring at the questions w/o any answers in your mind ._.
Okay, i've totally no mood to post anymore.
Throat is killing but bb is sleeping. -.-
FUCK THIS K.
K BYE .

xoxo, GRACE

2011-05-09T16:29:00.001+08:00

HI PEEPO!

IM @ ELIZABETH LAI'S HOUSE NOW.

PLS CHECK OUT MY HELLO KITTY VIDEO :)

ITS SO DAM FREAKING CUTE !

HAHAHA. K BYE :)

XOXO,

GRACE.

2011-05-08T21:02:00.006+08:00

THIS POST IS FOR ELIZABETH LAI.

My dear bitch,
HI, it's sad to hear tht you and M has broke up. I knw your pain, i knw the feeling.
But since it's so hard for you two to be tgt, why not just remain friends ?
Having a friend is better thn having an enemy.
Since now you knw tht he's gonna hurt you , like what he said , he's gonna hurt you even more,
if you both would continue this relationship.
I dont like to see you sad, i knw it's normal but i'll feel useless because i won't knw what to do.
Maybe i don't really understand you YET, but, yup, PLEASE. Cheerup. :/
And i would also like to thank you for spending almost all your saturdays w me !
I thought we would drift apart after tht THING. -you knw, i knw.
Im so freaking happy tht we're not. And sorry for not making time for you tomorrow.
Okay, enough craps, always remember you can ring me up, and , I LOVE YOU :D
and and, i wont forget all those stupid memories we have tgt, NOT including us w ............... :)

& THIS POST IS FOR NIXSON TAI.

Fucking pig, it is 9.12pm and you're soundly asleep behind me. :@
You just can't stop sleeping wan ley !! Say me pig, but who's the one sleeping now. HUH?
Thanks for making time for me, although you keep sleeping, :)
Just want to tell you tht i used your phone to test out the photography app :)
I flooded your photos but i deleted alr ! Tht also result your phone to 18% of battery left ,
BUT IT'S CHARGING NOW OKAY ! PLS DONT DELETE THT APP :(
I hope to spend more time with you now because i knw you wont be seeing me anymore after
June holidays. Cause I also need to buck up and chiong all the way .
That's the reason why i keep complaining about you not making time for me >=)
okay la, study hard for your prelims and most importantly, your chinese O lvl paper.
And thanks for buying me donuts just now , Love you <3

THIS POST IS FOR MY LOVELY FRIENDS A.K.A SISTER ; LUM,ONG, TAN, C.FERNANDO AND ISMAIL.

HIHI ! Girls, i'm really happy to have you guys back , like seriously .
Well, at first, i really didnt have the face to face all of you, especially Erica..
I'm so dam bloody sorry for what i said about you AND to you.
I really regret doing all the silly and childish actions on you guys th past few years :(
I just wanna thank you all so much for everything , and i won't forget our past.
I still kept the pencil lum brought it back from malaysia for me and erica,
I still kept the wallet and shirt erica brought back from malaysia for me and lum,
I still kept the two piglets from yuting and ziyun ,
I still kept the bear erica and lum gave me for my birthday in sec one,
I still kept the white crocodile skin wallet from pipa,
I still kept the neoprints with erica and lum,
I still kept the folded stars and small little piglet keychain from tan,
I still kept our memories,
and lastly,
I still kept all of you in my heart, <3 :')
okok, i will not say much, i just don't knw how to express out my feelings!
And thanks so muach for the birthdays gifts this year, :)
And i would really like to thank pipa the most. We all knw about your financial problems,
but you still bought me a personal gift. I'm so freaking touched , really :')
OMGGGGG, I LOVE YOU GUYS K !
Shall end here, hope to spend more time w you all during the holidays! BYE <3

OKAY, NO MORE DEDICATIONS :D
Like what i've mentioned on facebook, i'll only post on sundays,
cause i dont have a comp @ home, and can only use comp on sundays @ my piggy tai's house :)
[cause tht's the only day i can meet him] :(
OH, AND PAP WON THE ELECTIONS LAST NIGHT.
And it'll increase GST to 10%. WHAT THE F*** RIGHT!
Okay, hope to recieve more tags !
BYE.

xoxo,
GRACE.

2011-05-01T20:17:00.001+08:00

2011-04-10T15:25:00.003+08:00

It's been ages since i blogged. Life is spent in school , only with the weekends to enjoy. Prelims are coming , and slowly, N lvl is. Hope i'll achieve good results man. YOU. I've . Not only me, but us. We've seen your true colours. Even if we were to forgive you, we cannot forget what happened. To me, it's kinda late to apologise. But , so what? You've found new friends. Whatever you've said wasn't from your heart. You were just saying for th sake of saying. So what's th point.. We thought you were a great friend, but we've seen through everything. Thanks for bringing me into this trouble. I won't forget tht day till i die. ........................................................................................................................................ Bb, i love you. :B

2011-01-23T18:47:00.000+08:00

Arrogant Bitch.

2010-12-05T22:47:00.002+08:00

It's been a long time since i last post. HAHAHA.
Okay , anyw , i spent my holidays working .
Either @ BBQ chicken , e!hub , or selling ice cream like i used to.
Also, not forgetting about my GP programme .
Today , attending th programme , we head down t Bedok Resevoir for kayaking event .
It was tiring , yet fun :) ( My arms are breaking ).
But still, I decided t LAN awhile, with my dearest baby which i havent seen him for a long time.
Oh, & i finally got my pay yesterday , which broke th thought of buying my LV bag :(
I might be finding a new job before I start enjoying life w my sisters and baby .
Because th managers SUCKS ._. they are like creatures .
One tall . One fat . The other , PHILLIPINO . LOL .
okay , Im gonna shut my craps . I'll update soon <3

BABY.
Although we've been through many things , I didn't change my feelings for you.
Three more months will be our second year tgt .
I'm excited and i hope nothing will get in our way .
Good luck for tomorrow's match .
Whether you'll win or lose, You're always winning my heart.
But definately , You'll win :)
I LOVE YOU TO TH MAX <3

2010-10-21T15:37:00.002+08:00

You mean after all tht we've been through , you said i'm a stressful person t you .
Thanks for hurting me . But i dont like it .
You won't understand th pain I had go/gone through , I'm worst then what you'd overcome .
Sorry tht i didn't knw you'd done alot for me , y'knw why ? CAUSE YOU DIDNT EVEN HAD TH INITIATIVE T EVEN TELL .SO now's my fault . Okay . My fault tht I don't anything .
Sigh , but th fact is still th fact . I still love you .

2010-09-04T21:32:00.002+08:00

HI :B

I'm currently @ yiqing`sis's house :B Studying my history, & copying notes for welshia.
SWEET HOR WEL :D :X
It's 9.33 pm & might be going off soon :)

MinFish, stop it w your 7-11 ben's & jerry okay, :C

xoxo.

2010-08-14T14:53:00.003+08:00

At yiqing's`sister's house right now . Eaating steamboat later on @ her house .
probably not eating much cause i dont have th bloody mood t eat .

You & your words . Never once it's sweet when we're quarreling .
Always finding excuses t have a break up . Even your mum cares when you dont .
Just what am i to you ? What you said in those letters & those words when you wan me bck, compared t what you said when quarreling is totally two different meaning .
Which should i believe ?! I'm stress enough & still , you're putting pressure on me .
Have you ever thought of how i feel ? You're doing it for yourself but what about me ?
I guess your feelings is not there anymore , probably you're w her .
Well , i dunno ? I can't do anything anymore . You just dont knw how i feel .
Forget it.

xoxo.

2010-08-01T21:52:00.001+08:00

I did my best t please you , & I ain't doing it anymore .
I give up .

xoxo .

2010-07-30T17:36:00.002+08:00

BORING :/

In lan right now, w my BBTAI & his friends. Was suppose t play audi , but th server is down .
So, im currently browsing through th net , finding games t entertain myself . Fxxk here okay .
Going off t Aljunied later on . Wanna knw why ? ;) For me t knw , for you t find out . :D
Anyw , was suppose t go fishing today , got most of th things prepared alr , but who knws, it rained. Might be going tomorrow IF th weather's happy. Okay. BBTAI is superb cute ;D
he looked at my post & said orhhor ._. CUTE RIGHT ^-^
LOL. Okay, enough of my nosense. I just realise I'm running out of taggggggggs .
To peeps like ONG YUTING & SOTONG TAN , pls don't be a silent reader. I knw okay :)
OKAY, i'm stoping right here. No pics today, cause I'm @ lan yeah . Ciaos !

2010-07-27T12:55:00.006+08:00

HI ! :D

Everybody's(maybe not everybody) in school while I'm @ home running away from those books , worksheets , teachers & LESSONS ! :D
MUHAHAHAHA. Cause I'm sick :/ LOLOL.

Anyw , I was so bored tht i felt like posting some pics, & so, i found some right pix t post up :

cute much huh ? :D
My cute lil darling , fishing @ punggol end . W his policy brothers . Hmmm .

Okay. I'm going t th doctor's later on , & Im waiting for bbtai t text me .
Hopefully he's not forgeting me . :/ Meeting him @ punggol right after his remedial which ends @ 4.30 . I'm happy enough t see no bitch in school today , because i didn't went t school , idiot .
I ain't happy facing HER every single day in school & today , my eyes could finally take a break of seeing tht bitch . But i'm still gonna face her till she graduates. Tiring much seriously .
Enough of it. Wonder why are th biggest level ppl in school acting as though they're th biggest just because they're th biggest lvl . They think they're a big fxxk when , they're TOTALLY NOT. Pftt . Okay, im enough of these :) Gonna get myself prepared , ciao.

Just get over my guy la kay -.-

xoxo .

2010-07-20T18:06:00.002+08:00

I'm not perfect , but i keep trying. Cause tht's what i said from th start .
But wtf did i gain in th end ? THIS .
sacrificing so many things , but what did i gain ? THIS .
saving every cent , just t cab home everyday , t gain bck t trust . & i ate shit food .
deleting every contact tht you always mentioned , meeting you every single day .
In th end , i got THIS . When you needed me bck , I'M HERE .
When i always needed you , WHERE WERE YOU .
You would only be happy , only when i cry , only when i get hurt , only when i say sorry .
Fine , I'm very hurt , very very very HURT . I'M HURT HURT HURT . HAPPY ?!
I bet you alr threw those useless stuffs & of cause th ring when we were still tgt.
& th ring , you lied . You're finding every excuse t not wear it .
Why ? So tht you can get numbers from girls , or t show HER tht you're single ?
Well , i dunno . Scold me all you want , as long as i knw what i didn't do .
& yes , i'm losing , but you're losing more thn me , because you didn't get th facts right .
I didn't do anything this time , I'm not @ fault .
If you really love me , you'll hear me out , listen t my explaination .
If you really love me , you won't bear t say/insult me .
Guess you're alr on your way t fall in love w HER . All th best thn , i shall fxxk off your life .

If it's meant t be , it'll be . Good luck , bye love .

xoxo .

2010-07-19T16:57:00.002+08:00

No trust = quarrel .

quarrel = GIRL GETS HURT .

fxxking moodless now .

sorry if i gave attitude t anyone of you .

thinking of what th fxxk i should do now .

zzzzzzzzzzzzz.

argggggg fxxk this shit la knn .

Give no chance .

xoxo.

2010-07-17T06:34:00.002+08:00

Okay , YOU up there .

I'm fxxking worried right now , how are you doing over there ?! :'(

I'm sorry i couldn't do anything , i just stood there & see you hop it & cried .

waiting for your call/text . It's 6.41 & you've been detained for 3 freaking hours .

just what do they want from you ?! ARGGGGGG.

Quickly come out quickly come out quickly come out quickly come out

Quickly come out quickly come out quickly come out quickly come out !

government dogs -.-

xoxo .

2010-07-09T14:21:00.006+08:00

xoxo .

2010-07-01T12:01:00.002+08:00

It's th 1st ; Happy 16th Month babytai ;)

Gonna have my feet check later . School's great , but I'm tired .
Gave school a miss , was fxxking tired . So didn't wake up for school .
But no worries Beibee , I'm gonna study w Tyan & Elena later , should be till night i guess .
Movie w bbtai tomorrow , thn Scary Movie 4 @ 10.30 on channel 5 .
Hope It'll be fun tomorrow :D Alright , shall post till here , Ciaos .

Investigation file handed up t Juvenile , awaiting for results .
Hopefully I'll be safe , but I'm prepared for th worst .

xoxo .

2010-06-26T22:12:00.002+08:00

Looks like th holidays is ending after a day .
I'm gonna mug , i really have t . Even if don't wan , I have t , due t some fxxked up reason .
& I have t stop skipping school , attendance have t be 100% .
I hope I won't get white hair during tht whole term of studying :/
Tomorrow's th last day of th holidays & I'm still used t th night life .
Wonder how am I gonna be puntual for school . Breakfast on Monday , but nobody called me .
So forget it . I shall sleep longer thn . Hopefully i can sleep early tomorrwow .
Wonder what's th plan for tomorrow w baby :) He's having a wedding dinner right now ._.
I'm decorating my iPhone right now , it's so colourful X:
Okay , enough of my nonsense , Ciaos.

& I won't forget those happy moments you created for me <3 :)

xoxo .

2010-06-25T23:57:00.002+08:00

Everything's fine , I'm alright . (L)

xoxo .

2010-06-17T15:15:00.000+08:00

HEARTLESS BASTARD !

2010-06-15T18:00:00.003+08:00

Not working today . Am stuck @ home now . No where t go , but prolly meeting elena @ koufu for dinner later . Shall stop working till Sat & Sun . After tht I won't be working anymore .

& I guess i'd lost my holiday homeworks , DAM . I better dig it out later .

Went out w Yiqing & Guiqing Bestfriend . Was suppose t watch movie , due t this particular person , didn't watched . Was fxxking angry , cause I was craving for tht movie a long time ago .
ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ.

Forget it . Went t plaza for a few rounds of pool . thn went off t Future park & met up w christina . Slacked & talked . Till they'd came up w th idea of going NorthPoint(Yishun) .

Was 'forced' t go when i wanted t go home . So I made th choice of continuing th journey .

Watched them spend their hard earned money , while i left none .

Ate waffle thn bussed back t punggol . Went t buy mee goreng alone while th rest waited opp .

Cooked @ Yiqing's house . Played poker , & hear Guiqing quarrel w her parents was fun . :)

Waited for Ben Yew's father t come w th icecreams . Got th ice creams thn went bck t her house .

Cabbed bck tgt @ 1 plus . Cooked mee goreng t eat again @ home . Chatted w my dearest baby tai before i slept . HEH . Jason Tai's scared of th dark , heard them playing & laugh non-stop .

Heh . Like a cute huh :)

Okay , today , woke up @ 2 plus . Ate Hot Mushroom noodles :)

Rotted w th comp on all th way . Going out soon t meet tht stupid Dearie . HEH .

Okay, update other days , Lovelove :)

& i ain't gonna let you treat me as a dog bitch .

xoxo .

2010-06-12T02:25:00.001+08:00

Medicure tomorrow ;)

& i missed surge II @ auzura :(

alright, update some other time .

xoxo .

2010-06-09T02:41:00.002+08:00

Never say never ,

My daily life ;
- Wake up in th afternoon .
- Dily daly @ home .
- Punggol @ 4.30 w guiqing t meet Yiqing .
- Cab t base .
- Work .
- Cab t Punggol t put boxes .
- Dinner/supper .
- Home .
- Dily daly , sleep @ 2,3,4 am.

Yay. I'm finally updating a dead blog . Haha ;)
It's like 2.47 am . & I'm still wide awake . Wasn't in th mood today actually .
Was really Fxxked Up , but thanks t bestfriend . She's really good @ cheering me up .
Even though she don't even knw tht I'm down , cause i kept it t myself .
Work was , so-so . Head t Punggol for dinner , thn chilled @ Sister's house . Left @ 12.15 am .
Caught th last bus of 83 , but too bad for us , there wasn't any bus left t go home when we arrived @ compass point interchange .
Decided t walk home thn . Sent Bestfriend t th lift , & i walked till somewhere near 308 .
Flagged for a cab & got home . Prepared & everything , turned on th comp .
Blog-hopped . Heh , lazy t tag some peeps , sorry bout tht . Gonna play night club city .
& I'm wondering if i should attend an event on 11th June :(
Alright , quit reading , I'm stopping here . Gonna be a boss for a day tomorrow ;)

You didn't even bother t think how i felt .

xoxo .

2010-06-02T00:31:00.003+08:00

i sense more tiring days up ahead .

Since i got th time t post , i shall update abit here .
Spending my holidays working , slacking/chilling out & outing w lovely dovies .
Had a hard day out th past few days working . Well , i see cash flowing into my bank .
Just had a day off work today(1st June) , spent eight bucks on singing @ h.plaza's kbox . Worthy though .
Working w my dearest bestfriend tomorrow again . Hopefully sales'll be great .
hopefully th BBQ'll turn out a success w primary school friends on 10th .
Off day on 3rd , 5th & 7th June . Outing w Beibee , t town for movie on th 3rd .
Out w retard & co . on th 5th . & 3n3's eat tgt stay tgt & outing on th 7th .
Alright , it's 12.40 am now , i better tuck in bed or else i'll be tired for work *later .

P.S.
I'm sorry .

xoxo .

2010-05-26T12:21:00.003+08:00

HEH :D

Had a trip t raffles marina & resorts world sentosa yesterday :)

more pictures @ facebook !

had a fever after tht , head home t rest .

gonna see a doctor later , & i skipped school .

heeeeee , gonna have a heart t heart talk w tyan`candylove later .

Last day of school tomorrow :/ good & bad .

Okay , tht's all ! bye !

2010-05-23T00:07:00.001+08:00

SICK :(

I'm dam sick :'/

2010-05-22T14:54:00.009+08:00

@ Quality Hotel Singapore ,

got into hospitality module , a trip t Quality Hotel .

like a nice (Y)

got home t get myself changed after tht .

town w Jeremy , & co .

after shopping spree , school concert which we reached @ 8 .

left @ 8.30 w sisters , thn ate .

after eating , cabbed down t h.green w sist , mmc , jw & xdoor.

dropped off @ diff sides , & met Anson .

slacked , talked cock thn home :)

slept @ 3 plus i guess ? got up by calls from ppl .

officailly up @ 12 plus , when fishy called me t say some idiot scolded me.

zzz , dulan t fall bck t sleep .

going t meet dearie now , for smoking sensation :)

it's 3.33pm on why-liketht.blogspot.com ,

grace signing off .

xoxo

2010-05-19T12:43:00.002+08:00

It's th 19 th , A month . :'(

plaza till five plus yesterday .
gonna head for town today .
W , Tyan , em & probably w J .
some pics are @ tyan's blog when we're @ changi airport .
kay, gotta go . Bye :/

xoxo

2010-05-18T12:50:00.002+08:00

What's up hey , :D
it's finally th end of MYE !
happy much ? gonna spend my day @ plaza today .
probably night out w Minfish , since there's no school tomorrow :D
weeeee ! wonder where i'll be going tomorrow /:
ha, update some other day yeah , like idk what t post alr .

cause you're not mine t keep .
you don't even bother t text/talk t me .
WHAT'S TH FXXKING POINT ? tsktsk .

xoxo

2010-05-16T01:01:00.001+08:00

was suppose t head for town today,
but headed t plaza instead ,
after studying abit of maths .
it's like sunday now , gonna sleep soon.
had great/boring time there .
something really pissed me off , tsk .
luckily i left early , police invaded plaza like after i left .
hahahah, alright .
gonna chiong history tomorrow , probably t plaza @ night .
alright , Nights .

xoxo

2010-05-13T21:14:00.003+08:00

had a really great time w dearie yesterday .
HAHAHAHAHA !
took many pictures , which i think it's uploaded in fb .

today , went home t change , thn got out .
studied , yes i did .
thn went back . fern t slack thn home .
planning t go for pool tomorrow , as well as sat :)
should be heading t town on sat ,
alright , exam starts tomorrow , all th best peeps .

xoxo

2010-05-10T20:14:00.004+08:00

8th May ,

went for city care @ chua chu kang .
helped out @ th old folks home .
walked quite a long distance till we finally reached :)
ended everything @ around 11 plus am .
got my tongue pierced , FINALLY , after all tht obstacles .
3 plus went back t compass . stayed there till 5 plus i think .
went home , got myself changed , off t fern t meet tim .
cabbed t TOWN :D , w Tim , Esthi & Small Boy .
reached , @ like 8 plus reaching 9 . Met up with daniel , mz , & two of his friends .
smoked & stuffs , walked t orchid plaza . played poool , :)
tired halfway through , so stopped .
yishun for their 'supper' thn friend sent me home :D
thanks dan , for cheering me up yeah ~
slept @ two am , :)

9th May ,
got up quite early , used comp & stuffs .
stayed @ home till 4 plus .
went t grandma's house for mother's day celebration .
nothing much ! :D

10th May ,
Schooled today , beibee & this stupid asshole weilin baby/sister scolded me ,
for my tongue piercing . told them about me & _____ . they kept disturbing me .
had a great day in school , seriously :)
thanks for disturbing me uh , "CHRISTMAS TREE" ! asshole !!
hahahaha, after school went t get form , thn smoked .
bussed t inter thn t compass w julian .
met up w love , candylove , beibee . Kfc , thn library .
did a very good deed today ! heeeeee , so happy ! :D
k la, post other day !
love love , :D

2010-05-09T09:00:00.002+08:00

11TH JUNE 2010 , SMOOVE PRESENTS : SURGE II @ SENTOSA WAVE HOUSE . JUNE HOLIDAYS LARGEST BEACH PARTY EVER ! CONTACT MINPEI @ 97235978 ! BEST DEALS FROM ME , SO WATCHA WAITING FOR ? :D

2010-05-04T21:05:00.000+08:00

found your red shirt , :'(

2010-05-02T11:02:00.002+08:00

Worst birthday ever .

2010-04-29T21:34:00.002+08:00

X.LIAN,
PLS UH, NEXT TIME DONT ANYHOW TALK COCK .
FIND OUT FACTS BEFORE TELLING OTHERS WHAT'S NOT TRUE .
I NO PLAY HK , YOU YOURSELF WAS ONCE IN THERE ,
YOU KNOW VERY WELL I DIDN'T PLAY THERE BOFROE .
SO SHUT YOUR GAPS , DONT MAKE MY FXXKING NAME SO SMELLY KAY.
-.- THANKS.

those girls we saw this afternoon , dont think by calling ppl down you'll win.
"dui diao bo sa la" heard before nort -.-
your actions tells us everything, dare t talk , dont dare do .
i alr remember all your faces , i won't let you off :)

2010-04-29T20:15:00.002+08:00

Chan rak tur sweetie pie :'(

wanna have an opperation .

2010-04-27T10:59:00.005+08:00

baby, i knw how you feel .
i also hope you knw how i feel .
i really dont wan our r/s t end .
i know i've turned into someone else you dont like.
& thanks for helping me throughout .
But, i will prove t you i can become what i used t be .
what you've told me really hurt me tons .
it's like you stabbed me in my heart .
i dont wan th promise you made for me , cause what i wan is you , baby.
i cried alot, and even skipped school cause my eye swollen .
wanns see you , also hard/difficult .
cause you're always giving excuses tht you're not free.
i dunno what t do , and im fxxking hurt .
you just wont reply my text nor answer my calls .
i'm so lonely , and you didnt care .
im doing silly things cause i hurts really bad .
I'm gonna try out something , i really hope it works :'(
lastly baby, I LOVE YOU .
i meant it from th bottom of my heart kay ,
2 years , my feelings had not changed .
I really love you deeply, deeper thn th oceans <3

i did three things today , miss you , miss you & miss you . :'(

a hug means i need you , a kiss means i love you , a call fo you means i miss you .

there is one pain i often feel which you will never know,

because it is caused by th absence of you .

2010-04-24T22:00:00.027+08:00

First year,

2nd may 2009 .

miss pika ? do you miss me too ? :'(

your letter, :'(

fxxking sweet :'(

our Marriage Cert :'""""(((((((((

:'(

superb :'(

Chipmunk from th arcade :(

Doremon from mac @ loyang point :(

you bought tht from malaysia for me :'(

your fave lighters :'(

Your zippo :'(

:'(

th one from indonesia :'(

our couple keychain (L)

th one you DIY :'( fxxking sweet :'(

TH RING T_________T
i'm still wearing it :'(

th back of my iPhone cover :'(

those are everything you gave me :'(

Yiqing sister,

thanks alot seriously.

you keep insisting of cabbing down just t find me .

from dhoby, you rushed over t hougang just t accompany me .

you concerned tht i wouldn't go home & think wild ,

tht you asked them t accompany me home .

i really appreciate what you did for me .

loveyou tons :')

EmilyLove & ElenaDearie ,

thanks too .

thanks for concerning about me .

you all just wan t keep me company, but i declined.

thanks for wiping off my tears tht kept falling :'(

you all came after all , also by cab.

really touched by th three of you :')

thanks for those sacrifices .

WelshiaTanJiXin Beibee,

was super touched by your post in facebook :')

cried upon seeing tht. nobody has ever cried for me ,

because i ... :'(

& also, thanks for th hug, and your shoulder !

love you ttm, thanks for your concern <3

CandyTan,

thanks for accompanying me t text everytime i'm sad/bored.

thanks for all th advises & thanks for caring.

you always try your best t cheer me up .

even though you're @ lost of words. <3

KrystalHyper,

thanks for lecturing me. :')

even though some of your words really hurt me ,

i've got this a lesson.

thanks for th letter. you're sweet.

seriously.

infection coming back , cause ... (you knw i knw)

cried for 3 hours, till now. :'(

head pain, eye pain, back pain, leg pain, hand pain, HEART PAIN ! :'(

i did what i could, :'(

maybe i'm just rubbish in your eye.

2010-04-24T10:58:00.006+08:00

Cant bear t let go T_________T

I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU

but you dont T__________T

by doing this , you're hurting me even more .

idk what you're up t .

i'm really v depress w what i saw yesterday .

T_________T

HEADCHE, STOMACHE PAIN !

going out w elena, idk where yet.

might be going THERE again .

k bye .

I WANT YOU BACKKKKKKKKKK ! T______________________________T

2010-04-23T13:21:00.007+08:00

i knw you're here ,
wondering where you're going today .

just came back from school .
took a peep @ _ _ _ _ _ _'s facebook .
nothing , so i came t post .
going off t meet yiqing sister , after tht going w love .
try t get pictures kay .
post again later ,

EDIT /-
if you think this could make me happier ,
YOU'RE SO FXXKING WROOONG !
WHAT I SAW TODAY EVEN HURT ME MORE ! T_______T
WHATEVER I'VE HEARD AND EVERYTHING ,
YOU KNOW YOU'RE MAKING ME MORE HURT THIS WAY ? T________T
PEOPLE SAY YOU SEEM T CARE ,
BUT YOU DIDNT EVEN BOTHER T COME/TALK/CALL/SMS ME.
IDK IF WHAT I SAW & THINK IS TRUE. T______T

crying like fxxk now, idk what t do .
i'm so fxxking hurt .
hurt ! hurt ! hurt ! hurt ! hurt ! hurt ! hurt ! hurt ! hurt ! hurt !
hurt ! hurt ! hurt ! hurt ! hurt ! hurt ! hurt ! hurt ! hurt ! hurt !
hurt ! hurt ! hurt ! hurt ! hurt ! hurt ! hurt ! hurt ! hurt ! hurt !
hurt ! hurt ! hurt ! hurt ! hurt ! hurt ! hurt ! hurt ! hurt ! hurt !
hurt ! hurt ! hurt ! hurt ! hurt ! hurt ! hurt ! hurt ! hurt ! hurt !
i'm going insane !
insane ! insane ! insane ! insane ! insane ! insane ! insane ! insane !
insane ! insane ! insane ! insane ! insane ! insane ! insane ! insane !
insane ! insane ! insane ! insane ! insane ! insane ! insane ! insane !
insane ! insane ! insane ! insane ! insane ! insane ! insane ! insane !
insane ! insane ! insane ! insane ! insane ! insane ! insane ! insane !
i wanna drink my heart out !
drink ! drink ! drink ! drink ! drink ! drink ! drink ! drink ! drink !
drink ! drink ! drink ! drink ! drink ! drink ! drink ! drink ! drink !
drink ! drink ! drink ! drink ! drink ! drink ! drink ! drink ! drink !
drink ! drink ! drink ! drink ! drink ! drink ! drink ! drink ! drink !
drink ! drink ! drink ! drink ! drink ! drink ! drink ! drink ! drink !
i cannot stop thinking about you ,
because i really love you !
really love you ! really love you ! really love you ! really love you !
really love you ! really love you ! really love you ! really love you !
really love you ! really love you ! really love you ! really love you !
really love you ! really love you ! really love you ! really love you !
really love you ! really love you ! really love you ! really love you !
but you didnt care !
didnt care ! didnt care ! didnt care ! didnt care ! didnt care !
didnt care ! didnt care ! didnt care ! didnt care ! didnt care !
didnt care ! didnt care ! didnt care ! didnt care ! didnt care !
didnt care ! didnt care ! didnt care ! didnt care ! didnt care !
didnt care ! didnt care ! didnt care ! didnt care ! didnt care !
i really dunno what t do !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
T_________________________T

back from drinking w elena & darren.
thanks for caring .
but , I WANT SOMEMORE TT
ate shrooms burger for dinner , th only meal i had today .
i wan supplies of beer .
head fxxking pain now . & i cant sleep .
whole body red now, dunno what t do .
its not tht i wan , i cant take it .
it really hurts alot .
&& , i dunno wtf im talking .
post tomolo ba . bb.

you said tht you fxxking dont wanna hurt me ,
but you're fxxking doing this now T______T
all your promises , your swears , you didnt show them .
you said you'll use your whole heart t love me ,
and will never hurt me w your act tht you'd done last time .
you said if tht ever happen , you'll stand in th middle of th road ,
and get th fxxking car t fxxking ramp pass .
i dunno if you really fxxking give a dam .
i think it's better if i stop texting you every morning & night .
i dont wanna spoil your r/s w her ,
even though i really love you .
T____________T
cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry
cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry
cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry
cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry
cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
T_____________________________________________T

xoxo

2010-04-22T20:12:00.005+08:00

looking back @ all those letters & texts you sent me,
i miss those times & being w you .
telling me how much you love me ,
how much you wan me back.
how much you miss me, till you cant sleep .
telling me sorry for th past ,
trying your best t draw bubbled words which are so cute .
i really missed those times :'(
remember what we wrote on th 18th decemeber 2009 , 7.44pm ?
& you made me my name using just wire .
your hugs , tight hugs , made me feel so comfortable .
playing catching w each other ,
playing 'hao peng you", da di , & same footsteps.
i miss them all , most of all , i miss you :'(
i seriously regretted hurting you , i'm sorry .
My biggest mistake in life :'(
everynight i'm dreaming & crying for you :'(
can's concentrate on what i'm doing esp studies .
neither can i eat properly or sleep properly .
i seriously wan you back :'(

2010-04-20T19:58:00.002+08:00

I MISS YOU TTM ! TT

doing things like getting things for free, just t make myself happy .
but deep down inside, it really hurts so bad :'(
i seriously need you back , i wan you ! :'(
crying th whole night , my eye hurts badly right now .
hai, why must things turn out this days .
i cant stop thinking or missing bout you, it's not easy t stop .
i seriously want you back TT

2010-04-19T18:06:00.002+08:00

JUST REMEMBERED SOMETHING,
14 FEB 2009 , YOU'RE TH ONLY GUY I MET ,
AND YOU GAVE ME THT WARM HUG .
IF ONLY YOU'RE HERE T GIVE ME AGAIN .
I NEED IT RIGHT NOW . TT

AND I SAVED EVERYTHING IN MY NOTES .
LAST YEAR YOU PROMISED ME SOMETHING ,
BET YOU ALR FORGOT ABOUT IT .

2010-04-19T16:45:00.003+08:00

I REALLY LOVE YOU .

IF I DONT, I WONT SACRIFICE MY TIME FOR YOU ANYMORE ,
I WONT CRY LIKE A FXXKER NOW .
CRIED FOR LIKE 12 + HOURS ALR .
YOU FXXKING HELL DONT CARE .
DONT BOTHER LOOKING AT MY PAST POSTS .
WHY EVEN BOTHER LOOKING HERE .
I SACRIFICED , I TRIED HARD , I DID IT .
BUT WHAT ABOUT YOU ? YOU BREAK IT , BREAK BREAK BREAK .
ALL THOSE SCARS ON MY FXXKING HAND , WERE FOR YOU .
YOU DONT EVEN APRPRECIATE WHAT I FXXKING DID .
10 DAYS DIDNT EAT , CRIED FOR ONE FXXKING WEEK .
WOKE UP AT 6 ON TH SAT JUST T MEET YOU .
DIDNT KNOW YOU WILL CHOOSE DOTA OVER ME .
TT THIS REALLY HURTS ALOT . YOU KNOW IT , BUT YOU STILL DO IT .

FEEL LIKE SLASHING :'(

2010-04-17T19:34:00.002+08:00

Woke up @ 6.30 this morning, thn slept back .
officially woke up @ 7.30 am .
prepared , and bussed down t baby's house .
slept there again ^.^
woke up @ 12 , thn slacked there.
had an superb (late)lunch @ 3+ reaching 4 .
filled my stomache just right :)
thn went back t baby's house , played cards . tie-tee :D (idk th spelling.)
thn baby had t go off , for dinner @ his aunt's place .
so i head for home , and here i am :D
currently playing Zombie Farm on my iPhone .
heh, got th hacker style :D:D
kkay, shall post till here , goodbye :D

BABY , 我爱你 :)

2010-04-16T21:27:00.001+08:00

TIAMO :'(

having fever now, & i still have t worry .
i miss you, but afraid t text you.
i really dunno what t do now .
i'm tired, but should i stay up & wait for your text ?
TT
cant stop crying .

2010-04-14T16:47:00.003+08:00

i miss you badly right now , bet you're not .

a crying day indeed .
welshia cried in th morning , i joined in after tht , cause of _ _ _ _ _ _ .
weilin joined in shortly after , cause of _ _ _ _ _ _ _ .
didnt go for recess , didnt eat @ all , nor drink .
couldnt concnetrate @ all , cried like MAD , seriously , MAD .
cried like th whole day , TT eyes swollen now .
drip two tears , cant breathe alr , think no one cares if i was alive anot too .
after school , stayed in shcool . decided t come home .
here i am , crying in front of this stupid comp .
oh shit , cant breathe again .
argggggggggg , i'm stress TT
dont feel like going t school tomolo .

keep thinking of th pass , cant stop crying when i think of this .

we were over , but ..
you suddenly texted me , tht very day , wishing me good luck ,
for after two weeks . i was so overjoyed thn .
-
we were through again .
i sent you an offline msg, saying tht i love you ,
but you replied , 'SHUT THE FUCK UP'
-
you chased me out of your house tht day , but you wiped my tears .
i changed overnight , you couldn't helped it .
we got back tgt but you broke it again .
you told me t fuck off your life , i did .
again , two weeks , you texted me .
you changed , totally changed , like we had just met .
so sweet , so touched by your words .
but i took it for granted .
-
if i was able t give you tht chance , t prove t me tht you are not like what you are ,
why cant you .
i knw what i did was like you .
but you didnt give me th chance t change .
i went through so much for 9 months .
You ? 3-4 months .
If you know how it felt , why are you doing back t me ?
i'm here waiting for your text , but where & what are doing ?
bet you alr threw th heart i gave you just now .
you dunno , i'm crying like mad now .
but seriously , i dont wanna lose you .
becuase you're important t me , why ?
cause i love you .
YOU GET IT !? TT

2010-04-10T12:05:00.002+08:00

FML .

shall be th fxxking last time i'm ever using th comp again .
use comp , also got wrong , dont use comp also like tht .
wtf is wrong sia ? lol . whatever , you happy can liao ,
not gonna touch msn or whatever anymore , happy ?

2010-04-08T12:02:00.002+08:00

hey hey :D
sorry for not posting for quite a long time .
school sucks ttm , cant concentrate @ all .
hmmm . yesterday was sherlyn's birthday .
wasns't supprising @ all , but hope she liked it .
Regina, welshia, wanteng all splashed her water .
i kenna for nothing , stupid regina :(
met baby after school , thn his house .
studied first & second paragraph of history , test today , but i didnt go school :)
played card games , iPhone games , watched tv & eat .
cabbed home @ ten , bathed & chatted over th phone with baby .
thn slept .
ha , couldn't get up this morning , effing tired .
woke up @ 11. had a 11 hours sleep :D
waiting for baby's reply , thn go meet him alr .
tomorrow movie with baby & anson & melvin .
catching th clash of th titans , 3D i guess ?
looking forward to tomorrow :)

2010-04-05T18:41:00.001+08:00

was suppose t skip lesson today , but i continued on .
fxxking hate botak , he's a bitch .
nothing much today , fxxking moodless .

you're always th one who wanted no quarrels , & again , i was th blame.
wtf ..

2010-04-04T10:48:00.002+08:00

Alright , shall post up what happened yesterday .
had a fun day out with E&E . Sorry E, we couldn't contact you :(
headed t rivervale mall after meeting up @ compass .
met quite late , & didn't really have much time for shopping .
but still, managed t train down t dhoby/plaza sing .
shopped around cotton on , & got many stuffs :)
shopped till 6+ , reached compass @ about 7.10 pm.
cabbed back , thanks for th ride , E .
thn i walked home , dam fxxking heavy , gotta carry lots of things :)
got home , packed th things ups .
Finally got what i wanted , SHORTS & HelloKitty Keychains ! :D
weeehoooo , charged phone & ready t get outta house .
met esther @ punggol , thn trained down t serangoon , with her KKB.
went up t cousin's house , & OMG , she's so princessy .____.
ate , not much , watched movies & cutted th cake .
off home @ 11 + , sleep @ 1+ am :D

bb's coming home today ! dam miss him yo :(
okay , byebye <3

2010-04-02T22:18:00.005+08:00

Woke up quite early for nothing this morning , idk why too .
rotted @ home till 4.50 . off t beibee's house t get my class tee .
finally done :D quite nice la , but v. weird .
stained my shirt after eating an ice cream otw t beibee's house .
so went home t change after i got th shirt .
walked pass th court , so decided t play basketball .
after tht , off t koufu , bought bubble tea , thn slacked for like 10 mins ,
thn i go elena's house . dl games for th iphone which she'd found .
thn dam tired , so i went home . legs & stomache v. pain , due t th run yesterday .
just reached home not long ago . gonna rest in bed , play some games , thn off for bed :)
NIGHTS <:

bb , wanna let you knw i love you ttm , & i miss you ttc >:
hope nothing happen t you okay , & quickly , have a safe trip back .
cant wait t see youuuuu !
2 more days , i'm waiting ! <3

2010-04-01T22:15:00.002+08:00

woke up quite eary in th morning today .
waited @ home , tht esther la ! wait for kok bin .___.
thn cab there , th fare was like 11 +, but i forgot t pay :D
met sis & wel outside stadium , thn went in . got our seats .
sat there , thn ran , one round of th track . toilet , thn assembled @ 8 .
so stupid la , th mr zul . everyone got fooled by him .
he announced tht everyone has t do some mass dance , but ended up , it was just a trick .
JOKE ! thn i assembled @ my house thingy .
t cut it short , i ran 200m, came in th last place TT bitch okay .
dam shag after tht , almost faint , but recover shortly after th run .
after tht, sat & watched all th way . went home after tht .
stayed home all th way , thn finally @ 6 plus went t buy stuffs t eat .
got home , watched WUFU :)
gonna sleep soon , Bye (L)

baby, it's hasnt been a day yet , but i'm alr missing you like fxxk .
cried when i called you up , didnt wanna hang too :'(
cant tolerate for four days ley bb :(
hope th days pass fast , cause idk what t do without you .
i miss you baby :(

2010-03-30T16:28:00.002+08:00

assembled for assembly .
VE, slacked . physics , gone through wrksht .
recess , stayed in class to study .
maths, slacked . talked t HW . Fxxk it can .
chem , jotted down notes .
English , worksheet , thn was called for health screen.
lower part of back bone not really good .
ss, was suppose t jot notes, but lazy .
one shit also didnt copy .
suppose t collect class tee after school , but due t th heavy down pour, didnt go .
home straight. chips for lunch. crying like fxxk right now .

2010-03-29T17:22:00.002+08:00

got up early for school, heng i go early , if not , maths = FAIL .
CT, was great ! hope i pass, cause idk how t do three questions .
filing for english, copied notes & go through wkst for physics .
recess, loitered around th corridoors, as i didnt knw where t go.
cause i thought i was suppose t go with baby , but , ended up quarreling .
so cried , & retard came t console me . played with yuting & retard's iTouch.
went back t class as soon as i heard th bell rang . maths lesson , spent my time talking t sister .
always get picked on during history lesson . what's wrong t smile ? wtf .
joted notes , & my right lil finger was in pain :(
D&T class next , worksheet , thn ended class . home after tht .
walked in th rain, because i dont have an umbrella t shelter myself , of course.
freaking bored right now , super hungry , but i got no mood t eat .
cause of someone & something , really not in th mood .
tht's all for today , & continue t tag , it's so dead . bye !

made a second blog again ;
sweet-nibletz.blogspot.com

2010-03-28T09:47:00.002+08:00

click t enlarge.

TT , so swweeeeet :'(

2010-03-28T02:58:00.002+08:00

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2010-03-28T02:18:00.002+08:00

No, you're not hurting me .
What hurts th most, is you leaving me .
i dont wanna lose such an important guy .
you just dont know , i really love you alot .

2010-03-27T11:30:00.001+08:00

you just dk how much you mean t me .

2010-03-26T13:53:00.002+08:00

After 3 months, you were back t your own self .
you were so loving, so sweet during these three months .
you would do things t cheer me up , & give me those warmness hugs when i cry .
but what now, you could even scold me vulgarities , you dont even care whether it hurts .
you could even let go over small things , this just proves how much you wanna leave me .
i took th initiative t text you last night , after 4-5 hours of waiting .
but, you dont even wanna reply my last text .
& what's worse, you dont even care whether i was alive .
you would talk t me harshly, tht was so hurting .
i'm here crying, you're there , happily laughing , playing your fxxking game.
i dunno what t do , i dont even knw if we're still tgt, after one year , twentysix days .
where were you when i needed you th most ?
you were'nt there t stop my tears . been crying for hours .
what do you even treat me as ? DO YOU EVEN LOVE ME ?

)';

2010-03-25T19:52:00.001+08:00

seems t me tht you dont even care .

2010-03-25T17:06:00.002+08:00

No, you were'nt there .

2010-03-23T19:46:00.001+08:00

cant believe you were my friend .

you knw what ? we're through , we aint friends anymore .

2010-03-20T17:10:00.002+08:00

OMG, i want >:

2010-03-19T21:19:00.000+08:00

ohmy , if only i own this house .

2010-03-18T17:43:00.002+08:00

OMG , i wished we didnt met .
you dont even know how t handle your fs .
i just dunno how t say about you .
& fxxking get your own originality la PLS .
it's irritating you knw -.-
fxxker dot , you just cant get your senses , & you cant wake up .
Come on ley , you're bigger thn me la hello .
tskk , you put others as your first prioity , but did they .
ha , how stupid <:

hehe, got bck my comp, like FINALLY la .
went t SGH t have checkup . haven recover yet sia .
tht's BULL ._. so bored now .
got new specs :) ppl's gonna laugh @ me ):
it's okay . dont feel like posting alr .
BYE :D

2010-03-10T19:57:00.002+08:00

Baby, i'm so sorry )':
gonna write t you soon okay .
sorry for throwing th things down .
i regretted . sorry )':

2010-03-09T18:42:00.002+08:00

HEY THERE ^.^
baby had chased th stray dog away alr :)
heh , finally got my music done . it's on suffling mode with 14 songs !
wooo . wanna make my blog . but i dunno how t expand th thng ._.
lmao ! school's fine . also finally got class tee done ^^
esther's birthday coming up , dunno what t get for her .
hope esther'll last long IF KKB ask her for stead on her birthday .
okay, i dunno what t say liao , bye !

baby, faster write t me ):

2010-03-07T22:37:00.003+08:00

i think SPCA has lost their keys for th dogs cages ,
tht explains why there's a stray dog wondering around in my blog .
OH SHIT , poor doggy ..
EH, i think my boyfriend's dog needs another partner .
Do you mind ? wait , do you even knw what i'm talking ?
Opps , this is human language :) ( i forgot !)

2010-02-21T20:44:00.003+08:00

BABY :)
i see you all over me in my head <3

school's fine . i guess .
3n3 rock yo :) beibee & h.sister brightens my days in class !
meeting them @ normal time in school t decorate th class tomorrow :)
bought new school bag , with baby . same design , but different colour .
training tomorrow :( BORED .
alright , shall post till here , love baby , beibee & h.sister ttm ! <3

they're my everything :)

2010-02-10T17:22:00.002+08:00

HIIIIIIIIII :)
school's bored . kinda hate school life .
tired everyday ! but ,had fun in school with my beibee ! & of cause my sister ><
heh, love them ttm , not forgetting zy & co !
baby's like my other "bestfriend" , but not friend , like i said , just like ><
love baby too !
alright , pst till here ,loves !

2010-01-28T17:25:00.002+08:00

HI ALL ^.^
how's school life ? heh , study hard ah :)
my finger's fucking hell dislocated while playing basketball .
now i cant play for North Zone , like DAMN ~
Girls , jiayou ! hope we'll get into second round this time !
somehow , i'm tired of school . so tired !
cant understand maths at all . tsk .
must study hard alr :( gotta pass maths this year .
hope it wont be stressfull . heh >.<
looking forward t march ! :)
okeh , i dunno what t post about alr , BYE !

baby , i love you muchies ! ^.^

2010-01-23T15:38:00.001+08:00

quarrels after quarrels .
i do get tired of them .
hate it so much laaaaaaaaaaaa fuck .

2010-01-19T20:08:00.002+08:00

SOMETIMES , TEACHERS SUCKS BIG TIME -.-
example , MR C , sabo me for going detention .
ownself dont catch , ask MR D catch , lame right .
such little guts :)
Thn this MR D , ( this fucker ) make my baby hot ,& cant study,
WHAT A TEACHER ! dont wanna teach still call himself a TEACHer .
"DONT LAME CAN !"

okay :) , BYE !

2010-01-15T21:56:00.000+08:00

SCHOOL SUCKS !

2009-12-27T16:47:00.002+08:00

Wht's up peeps :)
miss me ? ha kinda lost interest in blogging alr .
life is shhoooooo bored :(
FISHYY is probably slping , cause she didnt reply me :/
christmas was bad . but had an enjoyable day with cousins on eve .
took many pictures , which i dunno where could it be found .
i'm now @ my cousin's house , her birthday .
>HAPPY BIRTHDAY NICOLE ~<
currently listening songs , & talking t baby .
oh yeah , school's reopening :(
havent shop enough , aw :(
okeh , i dunnoo what t post alr . waiting for fish t come online .
geeeeees ! bye !

i juat cannot forget th past , maybe thts th reason of me changing .
& when you said t strt anew , i see it repeating again , even when i'm nt th start .
SIGHS .

2009-12-09T14:10:00.001+08:00

i guess i was wrong assuming things .
i'm so lost & confuse now .
somebody help me ! :'(

2009-12-07T16:21:00.002+08:00

RRRRROCK THE WORLDDD , YO !

oh yea , you , fxxk off :)
going clubbing tomorrow ! YEAH !
had great fun drnking these few days yo ! WEEE.
okay , nothing much left t say , BYE 'v'

2009-11-28T19:20:00.002+08:00

Hai , i really want you back )':
you dunno how miserable life is without you .
N. , i wan you back )':
i need you , i never knew i needed .
you dunno how much i'm suffering , 7th day since i ate something .
all i ate was ice cream , CHIPS , sweets , chocolates .
you happy ? :(
everyday i miss you , but you ignore my msges .
you said you were lazy , but never t lazy t reply her msges right.
since she's so much more important , i got nothing t say .
really disapponted :'( every night, i takes me hours t clear my tears & get t sleep .
i bet you are having fun outside , laughing happily .
you never thought of me , i knw that . it's so obvious .
i've been thinking alot lately , i really dunno what t do.
sometimes i really feel like just ending my fxxking miserable life .
you dunno how i feel , :'( i'm really very hurt .
I GOT NO ONE T TALK TO , and you were'nt there for me .
forget it , you wont do anything after saying so much right .
i'm just wasting my time right ? But, i mean evrything i say here .
i still love you , i really do . i hope you still do .

)))))))':
my third's song's nice :'(

2009-11-22T15:17:00.002+08:00

nvr thought you're going t forget me .
i love you alot , but i dont think you know .
everyday i'm suffering , but you dont know .
all i want now is you t come bck t me :'(
i'll never get t find another nice guy like you ,
cause you're the bestest amoung th best .
& to me , you're always my baby ,
you're always in my heart ; just like a tattoo .
i still love you alot , it's up t you t believe ,

first song is dedicated to you ,
but i wont be fine :'(

2009-11-18T13:40:00.002+08:00

FUC.K
my phone's stolen .
bitch ,, -.-

back peepo 'v' miss me ?
heh . dead blog huh . well , i also cant keep updating.
comp still on COMA ! :O
blahblahblah . freaking angry now .
was supposed t go see doctor.
leg & hand freaking got infecion ._.
okay post till here .
BYE.

2009-10-29T08:54:00.003+08:00

Finally im posting :)
Im now bck in school , at comp lab .
idk what t post about . maybe should just keep it dead ._.
Okay , i knw what t do 'v'

Elena ; Dearie ,
i hope you're reading this .
so now , do you knw how i feel , of being 'abandoned' , BY YOU ?
i hope you do , i think this is a retribution .
when you got your new other friends , you dont ask me out .
what's more, YOU DIDNT CARE ABOUT ME ANYMORE .
when you all went out, did you even bother t call me out .
or did you even thought of me ?
now tht they're doing this t you , i hope you really learn your lesson .
Cherish th ppl around you , before they are gone, thn you'll regret like fxxk .
tht's all i can say . All th best ,

NTJF ; my baby ,
what i've told you , they were from th botttom of my heart .
Im really sorry , and i've learnt my mistakes .
Happy Advance Eighth Monthsary , hope you really like what i gave you :)
LOVE YOU MUCHIES BABY !

Christina ,
thanks alot for helping out with our relationship ,
i really dunno how t repay you :(
but really , thanks alot yea , love die you sia X:
haha ! thanks alot uh ! 'v'

weilin ; HDS ,
thanks so much , for always being there for me :)
ha, happy ma, i posting for you ! 'v'
idk what t say liao , fxxk off my blog now !
HAHAHAH ! kiddingg ! love ya <3

CLIQUES ,
thanks for your concerns , and also for being with me,
and going through those meseries with me .
Thanks alot ! <3

OKAY , idk what t post liao , need t go alr.
BYEBYE , miss me 'v'

2009-10-18T19:02:00.002+08:00

patched :)
thanks for those cheering .
COMP SPOIL T_T
cant update so often .
baby go indonesia :'(

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sell ice cream , everyday starting from now .
6-10 pm .
contact me 81385465 .

2009-10-12T18:43:00.003+08:00

Do you knw how i feel ?
Why dont you put yourself into my shoes .
it hurts so bad , i really cant take it .
for so much i'd done , you're giving me pain .
but you knw what ? i dont mind . because i love you alot .
You're a good guy , th bestest of th bestest , but why are you doing this t me .?
You wan me t die , thn you happy isit ? i dont mind !
because everytime i feel like giving up , i cant .
i dont care how it hurts , or whatever it takes ,
because i knw i've let you down , and made you suffer so much for seven months .
do you even knw tht im doing so many things , so tht you can have bck your retribution ?
YOU DONT KNW .
here i am crying so bad , now my tummy hurts so bad ,
but there you are , laughing at me .
all i ever wanted is just you t come bck .
if you dont believe , you can ask all th ppl .
im even willing t sacrifice my life , just for you .
you knw how many days im suffering ?
ONE WHOLE WEEK , and a day .
i cant eat , & i lost two or three kg .
i cant sleep , i would always wake up in th middle of th night .
- th next thing i do is think of you .
i cant even fxxking hell concentrate on my studies .
this happends everyday , & you knw what ?! i dont fxxking mind.
it's maths tomorrow , & im here , still crying so fxxking bad .
14 days of crying , what were you doing ? having fun .
& also i dont mind. see how much i suffer ?
it hurts when you used harsh words on me , but i dont mind .
you knw how much i missed you ? do you even care tht i love you ?
i really dunno how t continue life like this everyday .
i wont forget how you spent 70+ bucks on me on my birthday .
i wont forget what you got me for valentines day this year .
i wont forget you , & th love you shared with me for so long .
i wont forget all th sweet things you've done for me .
Im really crazy over you , i still love you as much as before .
im really feeling very hurt , seriously , but thn i dont mind .
exams are here, yet this is still happening .
i think im really gonna fail everything .
who cares right , im th one getting hurt . they dont feel anything .

2009-10-11T11:03:00.004+08:00

13 days, i just cannot stop )':
i really wan you bck )':
everytime , i wake up in th middle of th night ,
because i cant sleep properly without you .
you're always in my mind , making me miss you more.
really cant bare t see you walk out of my life )':

i haven gave th presentation t you tht i had made for you .
whatever it is , i'll always be by your side when you need )':
it's one week without you , things are nt changing .
i really wonder how am i going t spend my life without you )':
you never knw how important you were in my life .
i've lost something so prcious , tht i dunno how t continue with my life.

2009-10-10T16:41:00.001+08:00

YOU NEVER KNW HOW IT HURTS ! T_T
i wanted t tell you tht ,
i cannot bare t see you walk out of my life .
seriously , i need you .
)':

2009-10-09T19:48:00.002+08:00

11th day )':
i hate myself for losing you , seriously .
idk what t say , i really love you )':
i really regret alot , not for being with you ,
BUT T TREAT YOU BADLY .
now , im without you , i feel so sad , so empty .
i never once regret being with you )':

Im sorry )':
i really need you bck .
i wan you bck .
i miss you badly .
I love you truely .
You are important t me )':

2009-10-08T19:16:00.002+08:00

10 th day - crying for 10 days :'(
heard abt you & ur arm . must take care :(
was so worried till cried :'(
hais , really wan you bck T_T

darrel , cheer up uh :/
be happy, dont be like me .